a Lunch time is here and I’m crossing my fingers that we can eat something decent or atleast warm. I’m mad that we can’t talk on the phone while certain hours of the day. I knew that people were mad that people were calling me and I was holding up the phone line. I alwaysContinue reading “Chapter 9: The Sound of the Ring”
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Chapter 8: Play the Game
Bang Bang is all I heard on the door and I’m thinking to myself not this again. The nurse came in, the one I definitely hate. She comes in to take my blood pressure and my temperature and I’m thinking to myself why do you have to do this every night and especially while I’mContinue reading “Chapter 8: Play the Game”
Chapter 7: New Roommates
Dinner was served and we had to sit in the common area. We had a TV and I got excited because some type of sport or show should be on. If i am going to be here I might as well make myself at home. Some of the guys came up to use and gaveContinue reading “Chapter 7: New Roommates”
Chapter 6: New Home
We arrived at the hospital and I am still strapped to the bed. I asked kindly can I get out of the handcuffs, because I felt it was unnecessary to have both straps and handcuffs. The lady from the transportation company said we are just following protocol, and I told her you can check myContinue reading “Chapter 6: New Home”
Chapter 5: I hate Red!
After eating lunch, I spoke with the nurse and asked am I able to get new socks or clothes so I can freshen up. Nurse: Let me find your chart. It says here that you are in the wrong color, do you know why they provided you with red socks. I told her no that’sContinue reading “Chapter 5: I hate Red!”
Chapter 4: Is this it for me?
I’m laying in the bed cold, feeling like I should have ended my life if I am going to go through this. But the only thing I am thinking about is WHY DID SHE CALL THE COPS why couldn’t I just get some peace at home. What did she say that the doctors think IContinue reading “Chapter 4: Is this it for me?”
Chapter 3: Why Me?
That was a dramatic ending, I know but I wanted you to feel the impact that it had on me. Like I was asking for help and no one there to help me. I was literally in a mental institution and didn‘t know anything about it or how to intake the new life that mightContinue reading “Chapter 3: Why Me?”
Meaning Behind Your Smile 3. Trust
Let’s really talk here. Have you been through something with someone and you always have that thought going through your head like: “Can I trust them” “Are they telling me the truth” “Are they hiding something” “Are they really out with their friends or entertaining another guest behind my back?” “Is that really their siblingContinue reading “Meaning Behind Your Smile 3. Trust”
Chapter 2: Drown in Tears
Well sorry to scare you on the first chapter but just wanted to give you a sample of my thoughts and actions throughout my life. Well let’s talk more about me, I moved here a few years ago and barely have a group of people that I call friends. I am new to the areaContinue reading “Chapter 2: Drown in Tears”
Meaning Behind Your Smile 2. Love
Let’s take a moment to think — have you ever loved someone? Did you think that you couldn’t live without that person? You never wanted this moment to end? Did you think that they completed you in all type of ways? Let’s take take another moment when that loved one hurt you. Had you thinkingContinue reading “Meaning Behind Your Smile 2. Love”
Meaning Behind Your Smile 